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How to Stop Being Overwhelmed

January 10, 2011

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I used to get overwhelmed a lot. I noticed that when I started feeling overwhelmed, nothing would get done. (Which isn’t good, because there is quite a bit to do.) I was stuck in a vicious cycle: I’d write a long to-do-list for the day, stare at it and then get completely frightened because there just [...]

Update: Dealing With Verbal Abuse

January 5, 2011

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On New Year’s Day, I talked to AP and he remarked that it was really great to be speaking with me at the start of a new year. I agreed. In our five years of friendship, this is probably only the second time that we’ve been communicating at the beginning of January. (Our friendship has [...]

New Year, Same Old Dreams

January 3, 2011

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So far, 2011 seems a bit strange. It’s not a bad thing, it just feels a bit different. I know where I’m going and even how I’m getting there (tentatively) but the little steps along the way frighten me just a tad. However, I will press forward with patience. I’m realizing that was the lesson [...]

Favorite Memories and Lessons of 2010

December 27, 2010

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I’m miserable. Well, I was miserable until I started listening to Nas and Damian Marley’s Distant Relatives album. It reminded me of the amazing show that they did back in June. Then I started thinking about all the great things that I’ve done this year. I realized that I’ve experienced a lot. Probably more than [...]

Jamaica’s Calling Me, But Not the Touristy Places

December 24, 2010

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Lately, I’ve been having this crazy desire to go home…to go to Jamaica. I can find myself anywhere in the world, but it’s been at the top of my list for a few weeks. It shocks me. Mainly because it wasn’t that long ago since I was there and I wasn’t overly impressed with what [...]

Love, This Crazy Emotion

December 20, 2010

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Here I was, out on a Friday night with a great guy. A guy that fits just about everything that I’ve said I was looking for with plenty of bonuses. But before I knew it, I thought about him.Him being the ex, the smoker (this isn’t really the best way to describe him, but since [...]